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05 April 2006 @ 10:16 am
It could be so yesterday, haven't you heard that I'm gonna be OK?  
So, yesterday... Yesterday was overall a good day. It was within the first few minutes of school that I became really happy. It's surprising how a face can make you happy, even a face without words. School was good. Me and the girls sat on the grass to eat-anything to avoid the lads. All would be fine but they're so annoying, so immature.

However, I miss Izzy (My Izzy-not that Izzy) Where is she? I haven't spoken to her for about a month and although it might sound stupid I really miss her.

Anyway, I'm in school right now, sat in an IT room. I've just had rehearsal for the spring concert which is tonight. We're performing two songs from the musical (Return To The Forbidden Planet) and what should they choose but Mr. Spaceman, my solo. We're also performing Great Balls Of Fire, which is good as it's an explosive song with so much energy. But, it's not the actual rehearsing that's important. Ruben. He hardly spoke to me. Why is it all so complicated? Why's it so difficult? Yes I like him, a hell of a lot, but it doesn't mean things have to be so awkward. We were friends back then. Why can't we go back to that?

I love every little thing about him, flaws as well. I love the person I am when I'm with him. I love the smile that lights up on my face as soon as he walks in the room. I love that fluttering of my heart when he brushes past me. I love his smell. It's the kind of smell you can just sit with all day and never become immune to, not that you'd want to. I love the way his eyes explode when he sees you after a little while. I love the way his arms close round you when he hugs. I love his voice. I love his confidence. I love just how great he is. I love his humour. I love him
Laurensugarwren on April 5th, 2006 03:22 pm (UTC)

jiggery_pokery_ on April 5th, 2006 06:51 pm (UTC)
I miss Izzy too :[