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15 July 2006 @ 10:07 am
Is it the red wire, or the blue wire? It just doesn't matter any more. Or did it ever?  
'Cause I could never control when the bomb would explode. My God I love you, I mean forever, I left my body behind to break the news. I guess it's over. Please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say. Like, you look smashing in your 4th grade picture, the one which we hung by the door, in our house which was so beautiful, our little home.


That's a singer called Rocky Votolato. The song's called "Suicide Medicine" and is FANTASTIC, sad yes, but fantastic!

My Dad's met another woman.

Mum's always been insecure, all through her life, because she's never had anything she knew would last forever, not as a child anyway. Her whole family was back to front and she was looking after everyone by the age of about twelve. I think it was her Dad walking out on them, it's made her afraid that every man in her life is going to do the same.

My Dad always promised he'd take away all her insecurities, that she'd never have to doubt him, because with him she'd always come first and he'd always be honest with her. Since then Mum's found out Dad's speaking to a random woman online "lovelylady1969" LOVELY? Does she not realise she's wrecking a marriage?

So far Dad claims it's innocent, just two people talking... but he won't stop talking to her, and she keeps sending messages, one after the other, and he returns them too. I haven't read any, but I wonder the content.

I'm so scared that my parents are going to split. It was their 16th wedding anniversary yesterday, and they're hardly speaking.


Then there's me. I want Rocky back. I see no way of doing this, but I know it's all I want
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Rocky Votolato-Suicide Medicine
(Anonymous) on July 29th, 2010 11:11 pm (UTC)
Hi, I just read this, and I am wondering who this lovelylady1969 is. I have been chatting for months and she has a profile with the name, "lovelylady1969". Is she from the Philippines? K
"Your girl is lovely Hubble"natures_law on August 11th, 2010 09:36 am (UTC)
Re: lovelylady1969
To be honest, I have NO clue. Years ago, my Dad was speaking to someone with this name and it caused my parents to fall out a lot. Then they broke up. In hindsight, she was very probably nothing to do with it. But I was a mere child at the time